BLUE MAN (2021) – 121.92 CM X 96.52 CM – OIL PAINTING ON CANVAS
A piece exploring male insecurity and male vulnerability. Based on my body shape at the time of painting, I have historically had a dislike for my body and would over-eat for comfort.
As a child, my mother would seemingly overfeed me as I got very overweight, and I got accustomed to expecting her to leave me some of her food at meal times. This piece delves into the mental trap of over-eating and its insidious grip on many people.
I saw a nude piece by Glen Pudvine (Our desire for the best is the cause of the worst. 10, 2020 Oil and canvas, framed 186.5cm x 156cm) and it really triggered me, I felt insecure, I felt angry but I admired his work. This piece was the impetus to face my body insecurity and paint a nude self-portrait.
If you observe the piece closely, you can see my kidney transplant scar.
